Pearlyn.

Moved back.

2009-05-31T04:37:00.002+08:00

i'm back on blogger, but a new url! :)
http://7luvnelz.blogspot.com. see you there, dearie.
will still be active on this tboard. i love y'all.

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2009-05-25T12:25:00.002+08:00

click here now(!)
happy belated birthday to junli, birthday to karen, adv. to cakee! omg, triple kill manz.

i've update my livejournal. baby is away for camp in m'sia til wed, i miss him. i can't sleep. all i want is you to come back soon, 31st day today, i love you. i finally know, losing you is my lost :( i can't do it again, cut down on quarrels hope that history doesn't repeat itself.

i want to see you soon D:

2009-05-18T10:52:00.001+08:00

psst, i would like to share this particular url with my dear readers because i find her shameless. http://iwantlah.blogspot.com/, appearently without the 'h' at the back, that url belongs to my dearest Yuxuan. and she then shifted to http://dontwantlah.blogspot.com/ the same without the 'h' thats my previous blogger url.

and if you realised, the post on 02 March, 2009 is Nelson. but the picture was edited by me, i think most of you should know since it's on the friendster for quite sometime already. zomg, i never seen someone with thicker skin then her. she really needs some treatment, which we will give her. and rather the want/dontwant, we'll make it can/cannot and even that conversation of her were fake!

'nel ; ahbengs of all ahbengs!!!'? ha, please thanks for making me laugh, i was so amused by this chat they've. but this really makes me wonder. this bitch could make up so much fake rant. maybe even she, herself is fake, perhaps even her gender! bisexual i assume? ha ha ha. (i sound so gay, this post cheers me up)

just wait bitch, we will come for you, just the matter of time :) gg.

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2009-05-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

Updates on my Lj, click on the above picture to directed link. :)

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(P/S: unrelavant msn chats, nudges will be ingored.)

Livej.

2009-05-09T00:21:00.003+08:00

I've offically moved to Lj! Comment me there ha ha. I will miss my blogger la!

www.pppearlyn.livejournal.com, click and go. See you, muack i love you. :B

And dear readers if you can't comment my Livej because you don't have an account, you can tag me there :) click on the third link below my profile collumn, pppearlyn.cbox.ws

Hi Livej. Bye Blogger! :(

2009-05-07T14:29:00.007+08:00

Hey darlings, fyi i've moved to Live j!
Sorry i think i won't be updating here or rather won't be doing it often :(
Check on my Live j instead okay. Me still love you la and those who want to be linked on my Live j just comment there. Love you all.
Click here to PPPearlyn.lj

2009-05-06T23:36:00.005+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhh man, tomorrow is my fav day! And i don't think i've much to post about today :'( because, i slept my whole afternoon lol. All i remembered was i wanted and supposed to go out in the afternoon to have lunch because i'm dread hungry D: but i fell asleep after that :/

LOL. So Dad bought dinner home :) woke up around 8pm for dinner, tv and comp! Baby i still outside i guess? And he tried to make me jealous of his *new-teddy-bear-on-his-bed* aw, but sad to say he didn't :P try harder Nelson! Ha ha, me love you la. :B

Nah!
This picture is for you, see my Baby bear :O jeaaaaaaalous eh. He ha ho :V

2009-05-05T15:47:00.006+08:00

Damn tiring :/ 11.55pm, i just bathed lol. Reached home around 11.30pm la. Eh, morn didn't go to school, slept til around 9+ am woke up couldn't fall back to sleep so comped. Baby thought i was in school :P heh. Dad bought breakfast for me around 11+ am, could seem to get appetite to eat :( so skipped.

Surf my whole damn afternoon, supposed to meet Baby 7.30pm at Bugis, but being late was my priority :S lol "Always late but worth the wait" so ya Wenhui, Yongjing, Boonchee and Baby eventually reached 1 hour before i did -.- went over to look for 'em and walked around Iluma! Ha ha :B

Had dinner at Empire State because i don't know who kept complaining that he's hungry (not being sarcastic) rofl. The food there was great i can say. Since i was sick, i never had been eating that much at all or before :) i've unglam pictures of Wenhui to sharrrrre :P (wait, wait!)

Colour of the pictures is due to lightings :(

We only finish enjoying around 10pm? So didn't shop much, but they bought tops from Recoil zzzzxc, went over to Bugis Street and yknow-what i got my bussssssssssssssssssssssss :P (Thanks Baby♥)

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Jealous?

2009-05-04T20:16:00.003+08:00

I didn't sleep last night neither did i the previous night, i just couldn't drop dead. I've the habit or figgiting and whining like how a horse cry :( my throat is more like killing me. I could hardly swallow food. How?

Today is a not-so-long-day perhaps? Dad came back made me salt water and made me finish all but doesn't seem to get any better D: went to the clinic around 9am. Swelling throat and my temperature was so high that i've the piority to go first :O wow! Had blood test for the first time in my life bitch, omg i don'tttttttttt want.

Went to have breakfast :/ didn't eat. Had Star fruit juice with salt again :@ i felt like my throat is dying :S home sweet home after that. Took my medicine and slept :)

You know what, each tablet 4 time a day ._. rofl! Oh my mother fly, i just realised i spent 50 dollars on visiting the clinic this month :( i hate falling sick. Rah :@

2009-05-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

Ah i feel so much like dying :( not that i don't want to talk, i'm too sick to talk. Sorry baby for making you feel to dishearten. I miss you. And dearest, i feeling not much better. But probably will go to the doctor tomorrow.

2009-05-02T12:29:00.003+08:00

Went Woodlands with Mum, Dad and Bro they had lunch there, i didn't eat because my throat can't take it :( after that went Cwp awhile waiting for Yuxuan, he he. Met her at control station around 4+ pm then went to Cck took that damn bus to Zoo.

Walked around, took the tram although saw stuff that really disgusted us, but we still enjoyed the ride. Went to Kfc cause we were both damn hawt :/ saw Yongjing ask him not to tell Wenhui i'm here but he fucking bastard me ok D: lol. Left around 6+ pm.

Walked out damn tired so we went Kfc to get drink. Damn efficient la! Jiahao opened the damn doors for us but he can't recognise me ._.

Cab with Yuxuan and Baby. Dearest went Lot1, Baby sent me home because i was so sick :( so sick.

(Psst, posted on the 3rd, merely changed the date to refrain from confusions)

2009-05-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

Ah! My throat is killing me :( roar, me want dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm so exhuasted today. Went shopping with Mum! Dad drove us to Bugis shop at Iluma then Bugis Street :) after that went Far East Plaza, walk rounds but nothing caught my eyes :@ went over to Lucky Plaza, nothing to see. Went Paragon instead still nothing lar. Fuck.

Went home after that. I don't know what's happening to me these days, i feel like i can't take it anymore. Every part of me, wants me to die. WHAT THE FUCK IS THISSSSSSSSS?!?!?!?! May god fuck you. Bye.

2009-04-30T23:28:00.008+08:00

Lol Hilmi is damn cute today! I paid 300 dollars straight cash to Mdm Suziela today, Hilmi was like "Whoa this one straight cash sial" and i paid that 25 dollars (because the payment is splitted up into 3 times i don't know why) for Grad night too :S school is all about money i know.

Oh! Khor Junli, 我觉得我是世界最穷的人. D:

And you know what, i can actually use this money to buy what the fuck i want now okay! D: god, give me money please? :@ only money could please me now because Pearlyn wants this bag >

Give me that please? Omg, i hope i was the richest Walnut! Then i can have all i want, rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And today was a disaster those that read my previous post should know why. Thanks for the consolences, i appreciate, i thought and think about it. It is not worth it at all, being happy is all i'm craving for now. :)

I don't want to suffer anymore, the hurts can kill :O and my throat ulcers are already painful enough to take away my dear life. I want to live for people whom love me, not for those how doesn't appreciate and treasure me. I love myself definately! :B

2009-04-29T14:19:00.003+08:00

Yay from today onwards we won't have morning assembly! Ain't that coooool, i hate morning assembly :( i hate to see Mdm Shafie lar, shit her :@

Went class straight, i slept during English and went for P.E after that was Sci free periods :P recess was playing with Rosshani and Azzira so i lost my phone cover! Rofl lar :B

After recess, we spent 20 minutes of our precious time listening to Mr Ghim talking about the 'Pig Flu' -.- Tommy is the worst clone, lololol fake :D but we laughed. Went for Mt Nicholas scared the freak out of me although i saw him but i still screamed i didn't understand why zzz.

Mathematics hopeless D: but i think Ms Lee is a Bitch, Hafiz and i didn't nothing and got called to the OM for no reason. You witch! I hate you, nasty-old-women.

And Pearlyn is telling you, she wants this phone up there. :(

2009-04-28T18:40:00.007+08:00

Pearlyn Said: she wants to see Dorisa soooooon because she misses her. :(
Pearlyn also said: shes hearts and misses her daughter, Joycelyn and Liyan. Cheer up lar!
Not forgeting Pearlyn loves Nelllllllllllllllllllllllllllson lar. :P

English paper today was screwed, so much, much much much and much writings D: cannot tahan. Mt, i knowwwww and understand the questions, but not the answers wtf? -.-

Ebs after exams til 1.40pm, total waste of time and effort. I've re-observe and re-fil in the observation form :P smart enough, i didn't do it from the start, i mean i didn't go-there-to-observe, ha ha!

I'm playing Rihanna's, Cry in my wmp 'And someone can say they love me truely, but at the time it didn't mean a thing' perhaps, it's not only what the lyrics says, i agree on it too. Who doesn't anyway?

I'd rather wait for you to call me on your own account feels better this way because i've the whole you by myself rather then sharing with some other online gamers. This really sucked, when you make me feel as if i can't be compared to the pathetic Frozen Throne. Fuck this shit.

2009-04-27T14:43:00.003+08:00

I didn't go to school today. Because i didn't.

Well, i think i'm finishing my Ebs at home, so that i could bring it for cw tomorrow otherwise, Pearlyn is sure to fail. :(

Well i want the following people to know these,

Pearlyn doesn't want to see Yuxuan sad D:

Pearlyn wants Jiali mother to be Happy!

Pearlyn miss Junliiiiiiii alot, alot alot. I bet you miss me too.

Pearlyn wants Vivien to know, i want her. :B

Lastly, me love Nelson lar. :)

Went to fetch brother just now with Dad but didn't see Nicholas and others. Like weird, lol. Tomorrow English and Mt then Ebs. Like wtf, i thought they say 1 day is limited to 2 papers only!?

Edited: Argh, i was self-entertaining since just now. Nelson went Sunplaza left me at home. Um, not totally his fault actually he did ask me down, but i didn't :/ lol.

I was happily watching Ms Swan's video online with my brother we lmaoed til we finished them all! Click on this particular video and hover the rest yourself, lazy thing :P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuSB5B9MZn8&NR=1 this was the last we watched.

I think i shall scribble my ebs now, no time, no time, no time. You know noooo time!

2009-04-26T14:17:00.004+08:00

I couldn't get to sleep last night :( like wtf. I felt like i was on a stovvvvve :@ last night suck.

Tell you what, i left my room's window opened, then this particular bird, freaked me out :( my brother saved the night lol.

After it flew away, the same particular bird came back in again this morning like again? But what kept me puzzled was like, the windows are all closed ._.

I think baby went to work D: zomg, i miss baby lar. I haven't even start on my Ebs, perhaps will make use of tomorrow to rush, if i'm feeling better. :S

2009-04-25T11:40:00.006+08:00

Sorry brothers didn't went sheesha with y'all last night, i thought my fever was getting better so it's okay to go. But when Khenghao called me and i woke up, it was like 41°c, it went up instead.

So told them i'll give sheesha a miss. Some other days ok brothers, sorry aye D:

Went back to sleep woke up around 10+ pm, called Nelson. He was already home :S lol. Talk awhile, Mummy came back, she say i sleep too much and make me watch tv with her, because my eyes was swelling :O

Slept around 2+ am, Nelson text me, lol i thought he already slept. And, i think he's working now. I miss baby! :(

Sorry Elysia i can't make it to your chalet today. But happy birthday though. :) Mummy's bringing me to Johor, ohhhhhh shopping spree. I hope spending cures my fever big time. :')

2009-04-24T13:28:00.003+08:00

Just got home. I was so sick in school today :( but no choice i went today because we've to get our Ebs observation scripts today, to finish them during the weekends and sit for the examinations on Tuesday.

After school Nelson called me, like so random because he seldom do this, lol!

Three different coffee houses, four different locations within 3 days?! Wtf is wrong with them manzxz. Never mind, shall not think further i'm dying soon -.- LOL.

I feeeeeeeeeeeel like going out lar. See into it later, now i'm thinking how long will my fever go on D': i hate falling sick. Rawwwwr, forget it. Shall surf about Starbucks first since it's a given idea :)

2009-04-23T14:18:00.002+08:00

Eh-huh, still as sick :( i hate falling ill. This is so fucked up.
Morning Peisan called but i hasn't woke up yet, so text her to call me back. Supposed to meet her and Jiali at 12pm. But, i was going to school :/

Coursework today didn't want to miss although i was still at 38.8°C this morning. This suck to much. Totally no mood for joke. Ahhhhhhhh, wtf is happening?!

Nelson called my during Ebs, hung up and text him. Zomg! He went to school, well twice in a bluemoon he said, previously. Rofl, i love you.

Bye readers up til here, might be meeting Jiali, Cyndi, Peisan later on if they insist :)

2009-04-22T14:53:00.006+08:00

I miss the girl in the picture. :(
Karen Goh! I miss you lar, see you soon ok sister.

Didn't go to school today, i bet everyone miss me. I'm sickkkkk lar. No mood to post either, Nelson just reached home, he's off to bathe now. Will call me when he go for work later -'- argh never mind.

Junli didn't go to school either, i'm now on msn with her, ha ha ha!
She sounded so much better lar. It's something real good to hear that you're feeling much better. :)

I think, up til here is enough? I realise that my post recently are so much shorter. LOL.

Edited: 8pm, i just woke up. I'm still having fever and it rises til 39.6°c, kill me pleasssssssse!

2009-04-21T16:22:00.006+08:00

I feel like i don't exist :(
Neglected. Yet you still don't know, i love you but you just don't have that sufficient time for me.

Nelson went to work, i'm not alone at home, but i've nothing to do. Uhu, i think time pass faster sleeping..?

Dear Junli, cheer up ok. I love you.
Sleeeeeeep, sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep. Bye Walnut! They love you ok.

Edited: I'm on the phone with Nelson now. Wenhui is with him and he's damn fucking funny ok!

Asks Nelson to ask me some v not related yet common sense needed question.
WENHUI ask got girls kai siao, can keep mistress one?
WALNUT tell him, fuck you lar, don't have.
WENHUI aiya, ask her go home sleep lar.
WALNUT ok, tell him next don't take from me. :)
WENHUI aye, tell her sorry.

LOL! Cute aye.

2009-04-20T17:05:00.021+08:00

Dad drove Junli and i to Jurong Point, cause i wanted to lunch with her, ha ha, super efficent right. Ha, drop this. I've no mood to post today. Sigh.

Spoke to Junli today, she somehow don't get what i was trying to say.
I told her, i love you. But, don't you think you're neglecting me? I've no idea, why do you have to do this, is not a need, just a want. But seems like all the questions i asked, it will eventually come back to me.

Don't you ever thought of how i felt? Time.., this is what you mean by, the time you spend with me? I guess not? I believe, this is not the best you can do. I don't know, i don't know, i don't know. Neither do i want to, i suppose?

Yes, i love you. But, don't you thing this isn't enough? The gap we've is too far, too far. It's unbearably pain. Define you, and the defination of me. Before getting two together. I miss you, but you've no time.

I think there are more than five question-marks in this post. Perhaps?

2009-04-19T13:13:00.006+08:00

I'm on msn with Junli now. The both of us were so bored, so instead i came to blog loh. Will be going out to do Ebs later on i guess? o.o tsk, this is hell school is giving me.

Last year, we all enjoy. This year, we all suffer!

Wtf, what goes around comes around, how true -.- this cheated us all. They first described how heavenly Ebs is. But the turn out wasn't what was expected, what does Ebs got to do with Art anyway? -.- still don't get this point. -'-

Never mind, preservere is the key to sucess is all i can say. I might be not posting later might be home quite later, might might might la! Waiting for brother to wake up...., zzz. Why the hell you slept so later last night. LOL

And Nelson's phone's off since last night. Wtf? -.-

2009-04-18T01:09:00.010+08:00

Finally home. Went to 'celebrate' Cindy Sweetheart's birthday! Happy birthday. <:o) Met Joycelyn at Outram station, Dad drove me there. Trained from there to Pasir Ris. Reached there around 7+ pm. Then went off at 9.30pm :) ha! After Joycelyn alighted at Outram station, Nel called.

But he's sleeping nowwww :@ rofl, at least he called. But hearing him sleep is damn contagious ok. I suddenly felt very tired after hanging up zzz.

Bought Mummy's dinner home. Watched tv, then comp. I'm now on msn with Wenhui bro and Kenneth. Anyway i think i shall sleep early today. :B

Tomorrow, i've to start on my observation of Coffee Houses already, zomg i don't want this. Die die die die die die die lar MOE!!!!!

2009-04-17T13:33:00.007+08:00

Lol! Nelson.. once in a bluemoon aye. He actually make me accompany him til 4am :/ before i slept and surprisingly i can actually wake up at 7am this morning for school. Whoa! Ha ha ha.

Junli and Cakee didn't come today, slept throughout mathematics :O roflzxz.

Daddy came to fetch me after school. I'm talking to Nel right now and, he's dilly-dallying at home before going down to Sunplaza :O aye, arcade hah? -'-

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Home sweet home finally. Went iluma, Bugis :B ha, the shopping centre was huge, there's this particular escalator leading all the way til the 4th floor. And the new movie theatre is real interesting!

The arcade there was class lar, the screens for games are not like the normal ones, these are real gamming comps. :)

Wait! I met Tristan-twin'n' there and accompanied him for lunch at Ljs while waiting for my dearest to come. She came to look for us and we went shopping together (exploring the new mall lar)

-Pool at Snooker Culture as usual (pictures were taken at Culture when Yuxuan and Tristan were pooling ha ha), Alvin and some others came over to meet us.

They went to Street. Yuxuan Dearest and i went to have ice cream! Woo- then Xiaoahboi came over. Went to Ljs after that, guess who we saw?! Din and co! Kevin, Din, Nigel, Wenjie were 4 there :/ lol.

Alright, Nel won't be home today. So, i guess i should sleep early today....?

2009-04-16T15:09:00.010+08:00

Pearlyn, Pearlyn, Pearlyn.

I think i ought to fail even my comp app if i continue fooling around like this. And the faults goes to Hafiz and Amat! -'- lol, fake fake. :P

Elements of Business, Task B is out -- We saw the papers today D: omfgawd observations... of coffeehouses? :O yeah yeah, Coffee Bean eh :) hek hek hek. And we've to sketch out the coffeehouse! Whoa, i like :P

School was real fun today, i've no idea why, just felt this way. Maybe its because i've enough sleep last night, he he he.

I'm on msn with Deny right now. :O long time since we chat lar, cause he's too busy ~~going out with different girls~~ working, lmao! Alright, shalln't disturb him, otherwise i'll get back the same :(

Oh, Saturday will be going to Cindy's bbq at Pasir Ris. Happy Birthday in advance Sweeheart! :B finally i'll get to see youuuuuuuuu.

I love you. The longer i wait, the faster i fade. Nel is dotaing, he lied, damn you lar! LOL

2009-04-15T19:13:00.003+08:00

I feel like dying -.- i feel so sick D':

After school Dad came to fetch me home. Went out to meet Jiali, Yixin, Huiying and some others, went 4 head. Then walked over to 5 head ate Rojak. Roflzxc, then Nelson called he said he can't sleep. I know you miss me lar :/

Took bus to Jurong Point, was on the same bus with Roshani and Emma :P what a coincidence eh.

Walked around 6.30pm hsh. I think i better go sleep now, i'm so not feeling well, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Fuck this is giving me hell. Bye. Love you. Muack.

2009-04-14T17:05:00.007+08:00

Supposed to go look for Nel today, but i went for Napfa. :/ he he he!

School was fine, as usual left 1 period earlier. Was texting Nel the whole previous period of math. :) lawl. Dad came to fetch me then bought lunch home. Ate comp and went to NAPFA, i'm satisfied with my points this year :/ i am?

Damn tired, bathed i think i'll nap now. Because since i've nothing to do, Nel went out. And promised to stop Dotaaaaaa :@ rofl. Buey tahan already lar. Love you! Perhaps going out with Mum later. :B long time since we shopped together uh, Mummy!

Psst: He was so pissed after reading http://em-sayz.blogspot.com/, things she wrote there were what she assume/presume, ha. Loser!

2009-04-13T15:38:00.013+08:00

I mia today. Nothing to elaborate today. I don't feel ok, so i'm not. Bye. I think you must have forgotten who am i.

Ha, i saw this on msn! :O

I swear Nelson is cute. :@ lol.

2009-04-12T16:28:00.009+08:00

I don't wish to post today. I feel like dying. :'(

I was woken up by some creepy nightmare that i don't want to elaborate.

Ya, indead my posts are beginning to be short, am i just lazy? Or am i really having moodswing? I'm doubting on these too. Perhaps, my time to stop blogging is around, i might mia anytime :O he he. I guess, and i hope not. Ummm.

2009-04-11T19:59:00.005+08:00

Um just got back from Tampines, grandma's house. Didn't manage to shop at the new shopping mall as i didn't have the fucking mood. Got so on-fire with Dad -'- i'm like oh please, this thing doesn't concern you ok, ftw?!

Home, bathe, comp.

I feel like i can't stay here anymore, this is crazy.

Never it had gave me the feeling of home, sometimes i do miss being here. But i swear i won't anymore. I swear. And everything we start, this doesn't go anywhere. The more we sort things out, the worst this gets. You've never kept your words, i fucking hell hate you!

Never mind this, anyway this is not a place where i gna be forever. I'd rather get down to hell, because this is no fucking different ok. Yes, i said this.

I don't feel home, really. All i regretted was being your ~~beloved~~ daughter... once is enough, true.

And you, i think i miss you. I hope, i don't?

2009-04-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

9+ pm, and i just woke up ._. LOL. Went Rupee with Brother, Wenhui, Nelson, Yongjing, Gavin, and some others yesterday. You know what, it was a disaster! Sucked big time, it was supposed to end around 4am. But, they ended like 2.30am?! Fuck. And it's all because of fights. -'-

Omfg! And i just realised i forgot pictures yesterday, raaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Walked from Clarke Quay to Chinatown to Outram :/ damn tired. Zz, took first bus to Nelson's place, to see him sleep -.- and he called me an alarm clock! Wtfzxc, rofl. You're lucky i was kind, otherwise, bye bye to your Baby taz. :P

Uh, around 10+ am went to Sunplaza to have breakfast with him, arcade then i cab home :) he went to work. Lolllllllllll. Reached home around 11.20am, bathe and slept.

Woke up text Nelson had my first meal of the day ._. ha ha ha. I'm on msn with Kenneth and Leon.

}Psst, stop covering ok. It's no use, i've already given up. Everyone its telling me, sisters are nothing. I thought you were one of a kind - sisters first. But it turned out that i'm wrong to think that way. You're no difference. :) but, i don't care anymore. I'll be who i am.~

2009-04-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

Oh, school was a wasted trip -.- lol. Morning woke up damn early. Because mummy nudged me, zzz. I looked at my time and it's was like 6am? Went back to sleep, 15 minutes she woke me up again, my clock says 6.15am. I was like, wtf. When she told me it's 7.15am instead -.-

Brother didn't go to school Mdm Suziela went home because she wasn't feeling well. Zz, 5 periods of her lessons moved with blank worksheets. LOL! 10.10am, damn hungry so went down to canteen to eat. 11.10am, recess skipped.

CPA hillarious but i don't wna elaborate because i'm rushingggggg!

Meeting brother at Cck later for dinner. Then meeting Nelson and the rest for club, yeaaaaa. Din can't ton today :( i'm so sad la, never mind. will meet next time ok! Aw, i think i'm going off le. Bye. See you later, loves ones.

2009-04-08T22:04:00.009+08:00

Lol, school was ok. But have to go school early for ebs tomorrow -'- so crazy right!
During english Syed came out with something damn interesting: Egg york is white or egg york are white? (mdm suziela: is white!) lol, Syed say "i thought egg york was yellow?" LOL

P.E mdm rohimah sucked my toe -- she gave be a BetA form for not bringing P.E every lesson? Hah, hilliarious because this was my first time only, and she said i always don't wna go for her lessons zz, has she lost her insanity?! Never mind. Forget it, she talked to my mum. My brother think she suck.

Never mind, tomorrow my favourite day! School ends at 12.40pm tomorrow and meeting brother and some others for club. Weee, skipping sports day then. :P

I wna watch Coming Soon, might be catching the show today, since it's the last D:

}I've been reading her past blog again. I don't why, the url seemed to come back to me. If i'd leave and give you a chance to be with her, will you turn back? Or stay. I'm still hesistating on this, because when i saw what she wrote, did you really love her in the past before..? I really don't know, because neither her nor you. This feeling's coming back. I don't feel right and i don't know what to do, sorry. I can't.~

Rupee is tomorrow don't hesistate to get tickets from me ok. Contact me thru msn for ticket prices. See you babe.

2009-04-07T10:04:00.002+08:00

._. well, N level coursework is giving me hell and i'm so tired of all these. Got 2 'U's, mathemetics and science for sure lol! Skip school as it's giving me hell -'- and, well this is my grades why do teachers bother so much if it doesn't affect them?!

Nelson called, Darren called, all miss calls. My phone kept ringing during ebs coursework. Called them back, Darren was laming all the way which made it so fucked up, rofl. Called Nelson, he didn't fucking answer and called me back for 4 miss calls he received from me zzz.

Talk til i reach home.

I think he's now outside. He told me, he's going to Orchard then Bugis. Omfg, i haven't check up ilumaaaaaaa manzxzxz. Have to go shop there someday. It's a new shopping mall located at Bugis, just right in the middle of Bugis street and Fusion :O wow. Ha, that shows how long i haven't been there :(

I'm dying at home. I'm so fucking bored :@ lol.

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2009-04-06T10:04:00.006+08:00

I starting to get sick and tired of everything, and everything doesn't at all mean everything. And it's the fucking you, who make me become like this, i swear. It's not myself, not him or her either, it's you i'm being very sure after long time -'-

Last night, brother asked me if i wna go school tomorrow i was like, see whether it rains or not lo. But it didn't and Nelson skipped school again! School was ok. Sports day is on Thursday, but morn school as usual til 12.40pm :( why? Argh, and we've to report at 2.15pm, definately not going :P

..After assembly went Jurong Point with Junli.
Had lunch at Pizza Hut aftermath went shopping and bought lunch home for brother :) called dad to fetch me home. And he nags as if i'm at Pasir Ris, wtf. Never mind, and starting finding faults, saying i ate my brother's fries and i wondered does it concerns him. Worst of all, i didn't even touch his fucking fries ok! I really don't know what's going on, but this i getting crazy. :@

I'm so sick, so tired. Mummy where are you? D: i don't wna stay here anymore. I'd lose my insanity sooner or later here. This place is like hell, it's fucking killing me down deep. I'm so at lost. I don't know who to talk to. Dad, tell me straight you don't want me as your daughter. I'd be gone forever. Fuck this shit. This need come to and end, it have to, it must.

And look! What i've found on STOMP. Omfg, it's hawt if you understand the sex language. :P

Click on the picture to view more, as in more pictures. :O

2009-04-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

I just came back from meeting brother, Nelson, Gavin, Zhongren, William, Meihui, Junwei, Yijie, Nicholas, Wenhui. And it's utterly tiring :( zzz. LOL, ok at least it's a whole-day we spent together laughing :P

Woke up, text fucker but he never reply -.- he was fucking Dotaing, nabei lol. Somemore can tell me, already Dota 3 rounds in the morning, ftw. Ha, Emily text me around 3/4+ pm, she said she wanted back those letters. I called her and told her that, i'll pass them back to Nelson, ask Nelson for it instead, but she doesn't wna meet us. -.- lol la.

So, never mind. Trained down to Sembawang, met brother at 7eleven :) then went to arcade to look for Nelson. Aftermath went to Popular to get envelope, we wanted to mail all letters back to Emily. Ha. Smart right!

Lunched at Mac with brother and Nelson, walked over to Cc after that, called Junwei and Gavin down. Saw William and the rest, so lepak together. They went over to Canberra Park while brother and i accompanied Gavin home to get cigarettes -.- walked over to Canberra Park to meet them. Fucking mosquito -'- love me hell lot ._. Wenhui then came down.

Around 10+ pm Nelson accompanied to station, and he went to eat Roti Prataaaaaa with Gavin and Wenhui, fuckzxc. Never mind la. :) Oh yes, sheesha together next week yeah. (L)

Around 11.40pm reached home, ate. And i think i'll bathe now. Bye, muack.

Psst to that Passerby: Excuse me, even my mum don't bother who i go out with, why do you care? Does it fucking concern you in anyways, stalker? If you think it's wrong to ask, no you are not wrong to ask, but i'm not wrong to not tell you either :) so stop being ridiculous saying why. Ok, and if you think it's ok to reveal then fucking reveal your name ok.

2009-04-04T22:04:00.004+08:00

Just came back from meeting brother, damn tired la :( lol.
Met him at Woodlands around 6pm took bus to Vivo. Walked around and had Ljs for dinner :D went lepak after that, heart to heart talk. Cheer up ok, althought i didn't know things are that bad until you told me :S

Around 10+ pm went to take train, was on the same train as Reno mazxzxzc. Ha!

Oh Nelson called....., wtf he said he's asking for permission to go to sleep -.- roflzxz. Ha, no Nelson no- :P his reason to go to sleep is because: "Aiyo, today work leh so tired.. tomorrow need early wake up" :(. Ok la.

Alright, i think i going off too. So damn tired today D:
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2009-04-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

Those moments we share will never be back again. Because, it's over..

Recently i don't know what's fucking wrong with mdm suziela, her mood was always unstable. And everytime i look at her, affects my mood to study, how long will this go on? Wtf is wrong?! Skip this. I slept throughout her English lesson to kept my mood good. Otherwise, i'd give a hell to everything!

Alright, skip school.

I've break all ties with Emily, so there's nothing to do with me regarding her. As i said: "i boh kiam meng friends ok". And let me tell you, our life is definately more colourful then yours,let me tell you the suckling slut here is you. Refer to yourself rather then others, look at yourself first. Thinking you're way much better then me? Stop dreaming la. So what if Junli and i are barbarians doesn't concern you much right. Thanks for caring anyway, but we don't appreciate at all :)

After school lepak with Jaymian and Waijie then Daddy came to fetch me home. Msn with Deny and Gillian. Argh, i'm so hell bored now. Nelson is definately Dota-ing now, fuck and he didn't update his blog after that compliment i gave him last night!

Vivien cheer up ok! We all are here for you, i'll fork out time tonight to accompany you. And i think the rest of the girls will do the same. I don't wna see you like this D: i love you-

2009-04-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

Oh my, i can't believe nelson actually posted for 3 times consectively :/ lol.

Alright i'm yawning now, so pardon me for my typing errors or so eh. Lawl. Today's a long day for me, v long -.- went to school oh yes, my fav day! Thursday babeh. Lepak with Ros and Dina til it's time for morn assembly, drag myself there as i hate morn assemblys :(

But today different, zomg mdm suziela wasn't here so ya, there wasn't much naggings :P did a lot of test papers during free period and the class was v quiet because i was ._. hek hek hek. CPA was a disaster for me, i didn't get into the net at all because ms wong locked it! Wtf, when the hell did she become so smart?! :@

After school Wenjie and Khenghao supposed to come fetch me :/ but Wenjie went to school and Khenghao was stucked over at Wenjie's house because he didn't have keys, wt-mama. -.- ok, so i forgave them.

Met Yuxuan around 3+ pm and went for lunch at Jurong Point's food repb.
Then took 240 over to 2 head, met Janice, Jiali, Viven and Jiajia there for awhile and went to 215 to wait for Khenghao and Wenjie to come down zzz :S after that lepak awhile and went over to 210.

Waited for Joycelyn and Liyan, after that Cyndi came. Talk cock, sing song then they left.

Around 9+ pm, took cab with Viven and Yuxuan. Wooooooooooooooooo- and Viven remember, there's more the 1 person who truely love you, the other one is me! (k)

Argh, i'm damn hungry now :( how how how how how?! Alright, toodles til here la. Depite me being so tired today i still post ok. I (insert heartzxz) my readers. :P

Nelson, lets see if you'd call me without me asking today. LOL

2009-04-01T21:36:00.005+08:00

Ohhhhhhh, thank you Mummy. Just came back from pizza with Mummy, Daddy and Brother :) lol. Dad called around 7+ pm, asked whether we wna go dinner with Mumm at Pizza hut, so went since we've nothing to eat at homezxzc. :/

Hek hek, school was ok. Ahleong and Junlong waited for me outside school. Talk cock and then left -.- super lame right! After that Daddy came to fetch me home. Bathe and comp. 4+ pm brother came home told me about the virus that people are spreading online today :O i thought it was an April Fools joke til Mummy told me it was true on the news paper.

Aiya, but i already used to whole day ._. a bit too late right. LOL :x so continued online lur. Ha, Deny asked me to meet him, due to my laziness i didn't -.- sorry uh. Other time ok. (L) promiseeeeeeeeey. Spoke to nelson on the phone for awhile then his mum use phone. :B

9th April, Thursday, club at Rupee Room a whole new place with Dj Daniel Tok! Lets keep tok-ing :) doors open from 9pm. So why still reading my blog?! Reserve your tickets from meeeeeeeeeee. :B

Oh well anyway, i'm on msn with kia wee now. Bye all love you. (K) wtf, i really don't know what to post today, and i think this post look stupid but then previou on last night was worst. God damn shit, i was so not me last night, Yuxuan i wna see you soon baby. And Joey daughter, go shopping together again when you're free alright (inserts heart).

Yes before i forget, Happy April Fools day all and Happy birthday Nadiah! :)

2009-03-31T16:37:00.005+08:00

Ah finally, i've finished the quiz that zhijie asked me to do, just simply click on the screen shot below and you'll get the read :)

I took almost 1 hour to finish 100 questions ._. worst then writting, probably because i was on msn and friendster at the same time. Ha ha, i just read his blog. LOL damn funny la, asswhore. You 'ye ye ye' somemore, i last night let you sleep you now guai lan la hor :@

> hahas today went school.... (read more)

LOL. School was fine today, i enjoyed only that during english i got fucking bored :/ cpa we did a lot on typing and you know what! I have watermark on my printouts it's the picture of me, hek hek hek self obessive :O

Mathemetics, i don't know what they were talking about so i dismissed myself earlier, 1pm :x school ends at 1.40pm. Ha ha, then walked to canteen, saw brother. Told him, i'm going home he has cca til 4+ pm :P aww, so sad la!

Walked outside, took cab home as the whether is so fucking hawt and daddy can't make it in time i fetch me D: so yea. I came back myself. Bathe and online. Ah, i think it's time for my afternoon nap- lol.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT, I THINK ALOHA FROM HELL IS GOD DAMN FUCKIN' HAWT! \m/

2009-03-30T23:10:00.009+08:00

I LOVE ALVIN & TOFU BUDDYZXC BEST LA! (L)

Oh yes, school was alright but i wasn't feeling well :( so, skipped p.e and went for recess. Today, there's inter-house games but i missed it. Like every year? Ha ha ha, went to jurong point with waijie and liangzhong. Aye, thanks uh liangzhong i know la, my bag's so light :)

And khenghao, leon, wenjie came to look for me! Wow, so hornoured la :P and and, lunched at long john silver with the both pht gangster today :B ha. After that went lepak with the rest. Went shopping, and home sweet home around 4+ pm.

Mummy bought dinner home; had duck rice and yet i'm hungry now D: "food, food, food i want food!" lol. I think i shall look for some tidbits after this post? Oh well, i'm on msn with my brother and corrupt now. They damn cute, just now nelson came talk to me online. Damn hilliarious, i don't know what he wtf he want la. :@

Ok, i really v hungry le. Bye! (k)

And, up there are some overdue picturezxzxzc :x

2009-03-29T23:04:00.003+08:00

Ok, i'm done with uploading those pictures yuxuan and i took when we were at night safari. Just click on the flashing image on yesterday's post, it's a link to the album :) lol. Omfg, i can't believe i slept so much earlier then nelson last night :O unbelievable ok. And he somemore can text me when i'm already asleep, wow!

Ha ha ha, ok. I woke up around 7+ am, unknowingly. And went back to sleep again, mummy woke me up around 10+ am/11am. Went to bathe and so. Breakfast at 651 :)

After that, went changi point. Took ferry to pulua ubin. Hek hek hek, burn papers for grandpa and it started to rain -.- so ya, went over to tampines 200+ to eat. Then went to grandma's house. Aftermath went gek poh. LOL

Daddy went out awhile, and brought us to pizza hut for dinner!

Oh what a day. I spent almost the whole day that includes morn outside. Ha ha ha, and sorry weibin brather couldn't make it to meet you today :( i shall meet you some other time ok. Stop emo-ing. Cheer up la!

Oh brother! Anything tell me alright, remember your sister's always here for you. (L)

2009-03-28T12:12:00.007+08:00

Oh! The most tiring day of the month. Even more tiring then club :( lol. You know were Yuxuan and i went?
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Nght safari la. LOL, yes just the two of us. But, we took a lot of pictures :P hek hek hek.
The idea of going there was random. First thing when we woke up was, to comp after that bathe, then we started watching all sorts of ghost related movie online :)

One was so frightening that even Yuxuan screamed -.- he he, that makes me laugh at her ever more. Then i went on Zoo.com.sg, after that we saw that the opening hours are a little rush. But, we were dying to look at animals :( so, instead we went to the night safari.

Got ready and left home, accompanied Yuxuan to meet her mum so get money at Khatib, went Causeway Point to walk around since there was straight bus there. Aftermath trained to Cck, took 927. Alighted and walked in.

Fucking dark and was fucking freaky D: i scream when Yuxuan screamed! LOL damn funny.

We walked into then bat's caaaaaaaage ok, but it was scaring my twit and guts out of me :@ so, we left. And proceeded to the flying squirrels, both of us were super obessed with the cute thang! ._.

Left around 10.40pm, took bus back to Cck.

Trained home. And i'm here to blog before i post those pictures :P i'm smelling worst then to animals there, chey that's so fake.

Muack, good night. I'm waiting for nelson to call-

2009-03-27T14:47:00.007+08:00

Oh yes, i've transfered yesterday's pictures :P

Yishun. :)

Sembawang. :D

School was oh-so-boring today :(, english did writing on malaysia ._. and sel on social. Ended school at 12.30pm. Nelson called right after my recess which is his and i don't actually remember what we were on the phone about :S

Went 7 head with dad and bro to buy lunch. Nelson called after he was released and blamed me for him being late again D: you said you don't! You asshole, fuck you dead. :O

He he he. Home after that bathe and comp. Ah, i don't have anything to post already. Meeting my yuxuan, joycelyn, liyan, ahgirl and some others later on. Going to 4 head. Bye bye now, i think i go get ready. :B

啊我在用话语呢哈哈哈 LOL, eh siao siao chinese ok.

Yeah yeah, home.
Met Joycelyn, Liyan, Ahgirl, Yuxuan at Boonlay interchange and took 198 to 4 head :) met Jiali, Janice and Ahleong there. Sat talk, while waiting for Meibao. We were already v late yet she was even later. 5+ pm, they finally reached, Jojo and Xiaoru came down together.

But Janice already left -.-
Chit chat awhile, bus over to Jurong Point :)
Waited for Janice as they've something to talk about ._. i don't know what really the thing was. But ya. Left after that, Joycelyn and Liyan went home. While Yuxuan's over at my place right now :P jealous? And, we're off to R1408 after this post. Bye!

Nelson chua, you better call me or i hate you la :( suck.

2009-03-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

Wow, i feel that today is the shortest day of the week man! Because it's my fav day again :B oh babey, thursday la. LOLOL, went to school english i almost slept but still didn't, ebs did about hospitality. Recess, cpa did about ms word; also did a lot of typing. :P he he he

After school went jurong point with junli. Made mac my lunch :/ then went off. See you tomorrow in school ok! :D

Bathe and changed, met joycelyn and liyan at yishun supposed to go for movieee but didn't cause it's v late already and they've to be home early :( went to swensens' for ice cream then met tan jian hao ._.

Around 7.30pm cabbed to sunplaza, arcade and saw ahlong. After that, saw darren :x LOL
walked over to community centre to look for william, yijie, junwei. shotzxzxz in the boy's toilet :S then went off

Saw ahlong again, chit chat awhile, home sweet home. I'm home before 10pm today! And yknow-what i think i shall make this a habit, don't you think it's something nice?

NELSON CHUA, CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE HOME. OTHERWISE, BID GOOD BYE TO BABY TAZZZZ. :P

Rule 1: You opened this; you gotta take it
Rule 2: You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone text you and ask!

LAST PERSON YOU:
1 You hang out with?
• Joycelyn, Liyan, Junwei, William, Yijie, Meihui. :)
2 Who was the last person you texted?
• Khenghao brother.
3 Last person you were in a car with?
• Dad and Mum.
4 Last person you went to the movies ?
• (I don't remember).
5 Last person you went to the mall with?
• Joycelyn and Liyan.
6 Last Person you talked on the phone with?
• Nelson and fucked his ass. -.-
7 You messaged/commented?
• Khenghao/Norman.
8 Who are you talking to now?
• Darren.

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
• Yes.
Q: Been searched by cops?
• Definately. :/
Q: Been suspended from school?
• No.
Q: Sat on a rooftop?
• Yes.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
• Ya. :(
Q: Broken a bone?
• Nooooope.
Q: Have shaved your head?
• Never.
Q: Played a prank on someone?
• Of course! :P
Q: Had/have a gym membership?
• Yup.
Q: Shot a gun?
• No leh. :(
Q: Donated Blood?
• Nope.

WOULD YOU RATHER:
1 Eat or drink?
• Drink lah.
2 Be serious or be funny?
• Funny:P
3 Go to the beach or mountains?
• ~~Bitch~~ Beach.
4 Die in a fire or die getting shot??
• Shotzxzxzxzxzxz.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
1 Sun or moon?
• Moon.
2 Winter or fall?
• Winter:)
3 Left or right?
• Left?
4 Black and white or colored?
• White.
5 Do you want to get married?
• Pending. ^^V

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU:
1. Kissed someone?
• Yea.
2. Been hugged by someone?
• Ya.
3. Been poked by someone?
• Ya.
4. Cried?
• Yup. :'(
5. Gotten in a fight?
• N-oooope.
6. Someone told you they loved you?
• Ya. :$

Repost this as:
WHO WAS YOUR LAST? :)

I forgot where i got that from. -.- but, argh idk :B

2009-03-25T15:50:00.007+08:00

Fuck you nelson chua! :( blame me huh, k never m. Just wait nia :P lol. I got follow your blog ok. And what's more your blog now got 2 authorszxz, obviously the other one is me, even though i'm not logged in, your account. I still can post, HA HA HA!

School -.- ok, i was sent home the second time; because of my hair colour, tsk. Mr ghim, i blardy hate you. Yes, i hate you :(

Called Dad and Mum, they came to fetch me home :)
bathed and i've a hard time washing my hair ok! :( because i sprayed. Went down bugis for breakfast/lunch after that, went geylang to collect Mummy's laptop. Then went shop at Jurong Point.

Lepak with kaseng, quanyang, raymond. Coloured hair, home sweet home. :P

I'm feeling much better today, i've no idea why i only get moody at night times :/ this is so not me lor. Anyw, i'll getting back lg viewty, babyyyyyyyyyyy and this time i swear it's white..... maybe, pink? Let's see about it :) he he he. @.@

And i found the above video somewhere :)

2009-03-25T00:53:00.004+08:00

I feel like i'm neglecting everyone now :(
You all might deny. But i somehow feel it, just see compare these few days with the past. When i won't be home so often, or rather not being at home until night falls. But, i get sick of going out, even worst sick of talking. I don't know what's happening...

Seriously, but like i say this is what i've chosen. I've set my mind to change, i'm sorry if i had neglected you, because of some n-v-r. Sigh. I'm tired of life being like that

I know people cares, but why do i get pissed of when they do?

I understand myself, no more. Perhaps, not even more then anyone elses does. This is really getting out of hands. I can't stand it, it's being v hard on me since day one. Persevere is the key to success right? How long will this go..., how long can i take this, when will i get used to this.

Don't ask me, i don't know either. I'd hope someone could tell me, what's going on. Is it supposed to be like this? :(

I've change this habit; i go home right after school as usual. But go out straight after.
But now, i go home right after school. Comp, slept after bathing. Err, what the fuck is this. I didn't know this could be such a disaster. Sorry, if i've neglected anyone. And broke any of my promises meet you after anything i said. Sigh, is this is better me?

I think i'll go to sleep, i'm feeling much worst right now. D':

Anyw, i find this post fucking emo -.- and it sound so unlike me. Even i think so, you? Arghzxzxz

2009-03-24T16:42:00.006+08:00

Ah!
I actually post another one before this but i deleted, because it kind of doesn't make sense? Well never m, since i've already deleted it; let's no mention :) hek hek hek. The whether today seemed to be the best of all the 7 days in the previous weeks, agree? :O

Oh well, no about that. I suddenly miss lester -.- lol. I think because darren keep bully me lah. Lesterzxzxz, quickly come out. Darren's getting out-of-hands, he's losing his sanity faster then i do LOL. Darren might eat me when he sees this :/

Brother i wna see you soon lah!!!!!! tsk tsk tsk :(

School eh...., was no too bad. But everyone seemed to be restless, i've no idea why :O ebs we continued on our course work and yknow what, i'm almost done! he he he. we've 3 hours left, i think i should be able to finish in time? No, i must. :P

Alright, maths miss lee doesn't seem to bother whether anyone is attentive. Because, i think she has given up? Aiya, mathsxzxzxzc no point, no point :/ lol. Hilmi and nazif are the sex yo.

I'm going back to sleep now :O fucking tired, and yknow-what! There's no p.e tomorrow. WOW-ness ok!

Actually, i think i should add a photo album so that i won't lose my pictures online aye? Umm, i'll work on that first before i sleep. :x

2009-03-23T18:04:00.008+08:00

Ok. I went to school today, umm I must start to enjoy school. Really, I must :B

I've to change for the better in everything. But, step by step. Changing for the better ain't easy, I think everyone knows. :)

Now, I'll start from stretch. I've already stopped smoking, this is for real, when was the last time you saw me holding on to a nicotine stick? Um. Now, I've to balance my play time and school. :( which is never going to be something easy.

Never m, this takes time.

"Pearlyn. Slowly, if everyone elses can, I don't see why you can't do it."
Although yes, it's being hard on you, but this is all for yourself. :)

True, if I don't try. I won't know. Yes, it may seemed difficult. But nobody say it gonna be easy. The change is made in me. I'll edure, I choose this path, I've to walk it myself. And I know, everyone wna see the better me. I'm sorry for those who I once disappoint. I apologise. :S

Refrain from Cigarettes.

Balance Play time with School.

Listen to my parents.

Like I say, step by step. I'd need more time then others, I know this myself. Sigh. I don't wish to disappoint anyone. And yes, I mean it anyone... I hope, I can. Really. D':

Anyw, I'm off to Essaystic. Her stories are quite meaningful although I don't believe in happily-ever-after(s) oneself. Ha ha ha! And, I can't believe that I'm actually awaiting for Part 6. Wtf!?!?!?!?!

2009-03-22T13:06:00.002+08:00

I just hung up with Nelson. Lol cause Mum nags at me for talking -.- wtf lah. Never m, Nelson told me to listen to my parents. So, lun lor boh bian lah.

I told him what happened this few days, he still nags at me. Tsk! I'm being v good already leh :( I told him that I changed his blogskin and tagboard. LOL, and his friends actually viewed his blog when I'm going half way thru manzxzxzxz. He he he. Alright, he say he'd post tomorrow.

And ya, I want your Babytaz!

Rofl, k I don't think I've anything to post today since I'm at home the whole day :( no where to go lah, sigh. Tomorrow meeting my Dearest Yuxuan and my Lovely daughters. Speaking of them, I miss them a lot. Especially Yuxuan lah! I damn long never see you le, wtf D:

And, study hard girls. Mummy love y'all ok. (K)

2009-03-21T20:43:00.008+08:00

I just went to my past blog. And randomly read posts, those posts were when I was still with my ex. -.- Nelson ya. Yaknow what!? I look damn fucking cute last time manzxzxzxz :P I randomly ran thru and saved some pictures. :) it has been long since I last uploaded pictures yeah.

Here >

The url, I don't wna give you. So no point asking. Anyw, those who've it. You're damn lucky!
Was woken up by Wenhui's call around 9+ am, asking me to call Nelson -.- I listened already jit tao sot. And, it's regrading work LOL. He asked me to tell Nelson that, he has to work today. Ga ga, never m. I called but even before he answered I fell asleep. Zzz.

Nelson then called me back around 10+ am. I told him he's supposed to work today, then he somehow said ok. And, asked me back to bed :) slept til 3+ pm. Online, talk to Kenneth Baby.

Then mum asked me to go Simlim Square with her and dad. Because, I-want-to-change-phonezxzxz :P so, I went with them loh. Reached there, first person I saw was Norman. Actually, I didn't saw her it was like, he walked pass me and shouted my name twice before I looked back and saw him. His voice fucking gay!

Walked around. And, I saw my dearest KF600 again :( tsk.

But, I've decided on MotoV9. Yet mum say, "wanna take care Viewty?" I was like: "Duh, ok".

ROFLZXZXZXZ. I was texting Darren, Theron, Jianhao til I finish shopping at Simlim Square. Now, I'm being too lazy to reply. Because I'm eating sorraye boys :S he he he. No Pavillion today, because they don't want me to go D:

2009-03-20T23:29:00.011+08:00

I'm back home lah. :]
Sorry, for not updating and thanks for worrying brothers, apologise too.
Anyw, that was like a long holiday for me. So, this will be the longest post in my blog :(

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Went Sentosa around 6+ pm with my two daughters, Weiwen, Gineng, Venon, Jackson and others. Til around 9+ pm took bus to Batok. :) omfg! I miss long bus rides. He he he. Supposed to train home from there. But, dad asked me 'not-to-go-home' so, we lepak there. And, went to Jackson's house to sleep. Weiwen and Gineng tonned together.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Woke up, prepared to go over to Joycelyn's place to get Liyan's handphone but when we reached 277 fucking lazy and the fucking whether's damn hawt! So we shopped at the market and went back to Jackson's house and ya, continued sleeping til Jackson came back with our breakfast :/

Ate and ya waited for Gineng and Weiwen to come over :] bus to Westmall together. They waited for Yuxuan and Minako to go meet 'em whereas me and Liyan train to Sembawang. Supposed to fucking meet Nelson at Sunplaza.

But, we waited til damn pekcek -.- then went over to his place instead. Ya'know what!? His mom still recognises me :x ho ho ho. She was like: "Ey, Pearlyn ah?" LOL

Walked over to Sunplaza together. Met the rest and went to Sihao's chalet together.

We stayed over. Ha ha ha, and went Red House together. Didn't see anything there. But, they kept taking pictures. ROFL! Went back chalet, we were all damn tired, zzzz :/

Liyan didn't sleep at all ._____. she was with William, Junwei and Jonathan in another room :O Nelson and I keep waking for no particular reason. Duh.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

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Around 4+ am those boys went prawnning :O lol. Came back around 8+ am after the heavy rain, complaining, $40 FOR 4 PRAWNSZXZXZXZ. Ha ha, not enough sleep go smlj prawnning. LOL lah :P

They continued last night's bbq. Ho ho ho, so ya that's for breakfast LOL. After eating, went back to sleep. :) and woke up around 5+ pm with Nelson and Liyan -.- then, lepak together, talk cock, sing song.

Left chalet around 11+ pm. No train so we took bus til Yishun. Supposed to go home but no train. Stayed at Sembawang with Royston, Nicholas, Meihui and some others til morn while Liyan was screen and was taken home, I think.

Friday, March 20, 2009

I just woke up, parents didn't talk to me other then asking whether I want to eat or ya nothing else. I was watching tv before posting. And, was talking to Nelson. He was asking me to go to sleep nownownow :x ha ha ha, alright after I finish reading all the srettel you passed to me when I went up to your place.

I think that's almost all. But, if I miss out anything you can't blame me. Because, I'm posting all-in-one ok.

2009-03-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

ho ho ho, liyan and joycelyn's at my place now. :)
last night zouk was ok. but, yet i didn't really enjoy -.- i don't know why either. zzz, went there quite early because kenny kept rushing me! damn you asswhore. met them waited for fuddin and the rest. titus came too. :B

after that, joycelyn's friends came. ha ha ha. was more like walking around the whole day rather then on the dancefloor. although the place was big -.- but can you image 3200 on the dancefloor. ok, this was the first and ever club, i complained about the atmosphere.

after club, walked over the orchard plaza. from there went lucky plaza. then lido to look for corrupt :) had breakfast with weiting, liyan, joycelyn, theron. went lucky plaza to pool with tofu.

home sweet home. comp and slept. :)
before that,
dad asked: are your parents dead?
i said: err, i don't know. -.-

2009-03-15T11:53:00.004+08:00

15th, 15th, 15th!
the reason i'm posting in so-early-morn is because, i won't be home tonight! :P zouk, zouk. he he!
shall be a short post then. i'm on msn with my daughter, joycelyn right now (nanana). lol, high bodoh! meeting them, her and liyan lateron' at bugis :) but before that i'm meeting xiaored first :B

then, might be sheesha-ing today then zouk :) meeting my brothers fuddin, khenghao, nigel, kenny and someothers. i'm so-looking forward to it man. omfg, zouk's strict-- so what :P k lah.

anyw, i think i stop here. go to bathe now! bye bye. i miss my readers ok. tag me lah. :(

2009-03-14T00:35:00.007+08:00

ah, i just came back, feels so good on my bed. ha ha, jealous? :O
4pm trained to bugis to meet liyan and gineng before meeting meibao, xiaoru, jojo and jiali :) he he. met liyan at bugis station. walked over to bigbird, we were fucking early! meibao then came, followed by jiali with devil around 1 hour afterwards :/ spoke to us, about this-and-that.

aftermath meibao left. i ate my super-early dinner today at bigbird. he he he cause i was hungry lah :( blame my stomach. after that, bus to dhoby. went bunk lepak awhile my dearest xiaoahboi piggyback me around :/ saw xiaored, stared at each other like fuck.

went boonlay meet janice. left around 11+ pm. accompanied cyndi and yuxuan to wait for xiaokel. then i went off. :) home baby home. i love home. tomorrow going tamp :)

> 11.45pm.

oh, home sweet home :)

went grandma house. after that went suntec, it show with mum. met my daughters, jackson and gineng there. went walking around and walked to bugis. mummy went home while we shop around for clothings to tomorrow unfortunately nothing caught my liyan's eye :(

aftermath headed to outram, pearl's centre. i've done my cat! wheet-- then trained to dhoby to look for xiaored at bunk :) lepak awhile, he went home because of curfew. and we left to marina i mean, liyan, joycelyn and i lah. sat there camwhore. i somehow love that quiet place :/

after that, home straight :B i'm on msn with brother and texting xiaored. bye!

TOMORROW ZOUK. I CAN'T WAIT HONEY!

supposed to be tonning at xiaored's house after that, but no. LOL!

2009-03-13T14:38:00.001+08:00

if you'd know where the fuck my tagboard is, then you should know why i'm posting 'joycelyn's 10cents on her skirt' ha ha ha! anyw, if you don't this just above every post and beside, the date :) hohoho, use your eyes ok.

i went to outram with her yesterday, as i'm too lazy to post about it last night :/ due to, i'm on the phone with nelsonnnnnnnzxz. ok, we went to that particular saloon afterwhich choosen from many. she wanted to change, so went toilet -.- but, yknow what 10cents is needed to enter. and, it's v ridiculous ok, i not sure whether clean/not lah. but, it's a shopping centre's toilet. like wtf!?

she came back, without changing and took her coins out again -.- but, she texted me saying, she look weird wearing t-shirt with her skirt and her school's shoeszxzxz, wtf ._. in the end, she just simply took off her skirts, andya. i was like: "huh!? you paid 10cents just to take off your skirts?" ummm. i'd rather she did it in the saloon. ha ha.

later'on i'm meeting, meibao, xiaoru, jojo and liyan, gineng, joycelyn/yuxuan perhaps. :) ok, i think i go get ready now. :B bye.

2009-03-12T23:19:00.004+08:00

won't post much today just, met joycelyn at chinatown, went people's park cut hair. v satisfied, but not for her. cause, she didn't know what hairstyle she wanted and ended up cutting only 1 inch -.- i told her concave, baby. :x but, she doesn't want. tsk, tsk, tsk.

aftermath, i accompanied her to shop for top that she's gonna wear to zouk. she got her top and shorts. swee lah, i still haven't bought my formalllllllllll. holyshit. tomorrow going chinatown again then go see meibao :( at changi general hospital. sigh

alright, i've no mood to blog today at the same time lazy.

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but i'm never lazy to post,
I LOVE DEAREST YUXUAN. (F)

meeting tanjianhao for movie, coming soon, tomorrow aye!

2009-03-11T14:00:00.006+08:00

i watched lady gaga's mtv. she's damn hawt, she's pretty and her voice is damn sweet lah! omfg, i love her, love her, love her, love her :P

school......, okay some not cyber gangster, but people thru phone. called me, told me to becareful, i was like -.- err, xiaoapple? the only xiaoapple i knew was cyndi leh, you ah gua? anyw, if you're not a guy, you sound like one. really, tsk tsk tsk.

during p.e mdm rohimah make us run like 16 rounds, around the school carpark. yknow-what!? even people like me that had never been running for so long finish with 15 minutes. ohyes, for the v first time i win sally, hilmi and boys, boys, boys :/ i came in around 14:56/57. he he he, when i actually can drag time til 18 minutes. ah, i feel so fucking proud of myself then. LOL

math, we played nick air :x which merely stands for nicholas airline. he he he, the fucking aeroplane stuck on the fan. and poor hafiz have to get it down. oh, poor you :/ lol.

after school, daddy can't fetch me. because, he've to rush to the airport :(

waiting, for liyan to end class, so that i can get ready to meet yuxuan, joycelyn and of course liyan, to look for meibao :] then then, going to orchard to get my contact lense, i wonder if i could get 'em today :( because, time, time, time holyshit!

never m, shall try to catch up. anyw, my parents are being v ridiculous these days, they're thinking too much .___. that's what i think luh. just by sleeping later, won't kill right? LOL. i sometime really don't understand. zzz, so what if i can't wake up for school? late lah, early also no bersary. like duh, lol. k, enough i gtg. bye! post again, prolly tonight? andya, pictures below is me, khenghao and wenjie, playing viwawa last night! saw, mr kuntong369?!

PEAR18, wenjieroarr, mr_kuntong369 (F)

2009-03-10T23:33:00.004+08:00

BLOGBLOG, POSTPOST, PICTURE! he he he.

ok, was in school having course w when meibao suddenly called and spoke v harshly :( then met her around 7+ pm at amk hub. :@ three of us; liyan, joycelyn and myself cried after hearing what she said. meibao, we need you..

met gineng, venon and jackson too. LOL lah, met xiaocorrupt went basketball court lepak about 10 minute then went off. took cab to amk inter with girls and left the guys there :x hohoho, trained over to penisula plaza. bought camera bagzxzxzxzxz he he he.

lepak awhile, then went off. while we were about the cross the fucking road. saw injured cat D: wtf, which heartless driver drove without looking!? a cat is also a living thing. if i were to witness the incident, i sure sentence you death, how heartless. i curse you family lah! son of the fucking bitch -.-

okay, we camwhored in the train towards peni, which i actually missed it on the top part. so, my bad. (the last picture was a landscape, so i've no other choice, but to like yknow -.-)

2009-03-09T15:44:00.003+08:00

ok, mdm suziela told us to read page 56 of the reader digest which explains much about a smoker;
JOE, JERRY AND Louis are caught robbing a bank. The judge sentences them to ten years in prison but allows them anything they want before being locked away. Joe: "I'll take a ten-year supply of books." Larry: "Give me a ten-year supply of whiskey." Louis: I want a ten-year supply of cigarettes." Ten years later, the menare released. Joe appears from his cell spewing facts and quotes. Next is Larry, who staggers out drunk. Last is Louis. He pokes his head out and asks, "Anybody got a light?".

and anyw, i hate the rain nowadays, i tell you they sucked. when i wanted it to fucking rain during the annual cross country, it didn't drip a drop the whole day -.- but, when i hope it doesn't it start raining, heavier and heavier not stopping. wtf.

i think i post tonight, i wanna read the blardy 'Laugh' page on reader's digest. i'm laughing my ass out now. and on msn with deny. so ya, bye! (F)

2009-03-08T12:22:00.001+08:00

I was talking on the phone with nelson for like more then 4 hours lsat night. and, i woke up only around 6+ pm this evening. omfg, i wasted one day just like that :( wtf lah. LOL

bathe and called nelson, he say 7pm then call me ._. rofl, bathe and ya mummy asked me to accompany her to jurong east for shopping, and anyw zouk is coming like 6 days, less then a week :/ and i haven't got my toppppppppppppppppppp!!!

fuck the noob-o lah. shit, i already got my shoes. i ain't wearing that heels to zouk. hohoho, planning for sheesha before zouk with william and the rest. ha ha!

i'm on msn with emily, she asked me to send nelson's picture to him. err, ya he called and he told me to let her know, that he doesn't want her to send letters.

i'm like, err? why me.

okay bye, khenghao's waiting for me to viwawa. :P

2009-03-07T11:23:00.007+08:00

ok, i know everyone on my tagboard lovezxzxz me. :P

reached home around 11+ pm/12 last night, was freakin' tired so home, bathe, watch that shutter on tv. then slept. :x

hohoho, joycelyn and liyan meeting me at pioneer station later on. and we're going down to yishun together :] i'm so friggin' tired now. daddy woke me up at around 10+ am for breakfast -.- they seldom do this LOL zz

rofl, up til now i still don't know what phone to get leh. wtf lor. i'm on msn with mr. skt :/ he he, aiya tonight then post lah. i'm waiting for 'em to text me at outram.

i met my sembawang brothers yesterday and we've deadly great fun. :]
i saw, nelson, gavin, william, nicholas, meihui, yijie, leslie, junwei, wenhui, yongjing, jiahao. and not forgetting weiwen, gineng that came from town to look for us. LOL lah

above are pictures taken with william and junwei. (L)

2009-03-06T12:51:00.002+08:00

i want more ~~annual cross country~~ sleep lah! to be frank, i enjoyed sec 1's cross country best.... because of the rain :/ ha ha. junli and i were, sitting in that pool of water -.- i was praying hard that it will rain today but, zzzzz yknow. it didn't, fuck

still, i didn't went on track lah, i was at the finishing line waiting for B boys :P and yknow what the fuck i saw, they were happily walking, lol. here are the placings i asked >

syuk, 10. aliff, 16. syed, 17. ben was in top 28/50! jaymian and weiliang then come in, ha ha ha. saw waijie and walked back from the finishing to wait for liangzhong. kaseng fucking hot, LOL! :B

walked home from safti hohoho. lepak at 651 awhile, cause damn tired. the we splited up :) meeting them to bugis later. :) and my kid with liyan. he he, see ya.

2009-03-05T14:20:00.002+08:00

i'm feel so black so white now. i don't know why lah. let's skip this it's like spoiling my day :(

hehe, moveover today is my fav day of the week. i doubt i'll be going school tomorrow because they're having cross country. lol, 3 km run zzzzzzzzzzzzzz -.- hohoho. i'm going down to yishun to meet jiali, after that meet liyan and joycelyn :P

meeting khenghao and more at boonlay. rofl. then, going gomback i guess? :) ah

school was bombastic! weeeee, we'd english essayliked writing of like 100 words, easy pisy it's like nothing to me and what's more the topic is on 'cashless spending' hey babeh. yknow what i was writing right! he he he. ^^v, then ebs, lesson was about shopping and others. wow, i lovelovelove today's period lah k. :B cpa, viwawa with amat and syuk. i was cheating on 'em. lol, too bad lah. both of you stilling infornt of me. suay, tsk, tsk, tsk. ok lah. anyw, gg ya.

i'm going out already. bye!

2009-03-04T19:16:00.004+08:00

45th post! partially for wenjie lah :)
aye, siao lian eh. don't keep emoing, everything also sad. i believe everyone feels the same. "life ain't the way we always wanted." but, it ain't so bad. i'm quite contented in life having brothers like you, fuddin, khenghao, nigel. and others. :B if i'd elaborate this list will fill my whole blardy post :/

lol. another thing is, get well soon ok. i know the feeling of falling sick :@ and it awfully sucked.

ok. school was like home for me today, i only walk during p.e other then that, i'm always on my sit (wait!) sleeping. ha ha ha, that includes that one period of mother t, reason is because i was on the phone with nelson chua last night til 3+ am, before i fall asleep -.-

and i remembered doing was laughing. rofl, he's still that entertaining and keep getting me on fire. when we sort of get into the topic of 7th july 08, we express clearly how we both actually felt. actually, both of us were on fire. -.-

ok, so i didn't go out today. i'm getting my five-eight-zero-zero real soon babeh! omg, and i forgot what i wanted to post. anyw, bye. and i love all yes, i changed my blogskin. ha ha ha! :P

2009-03-03T14:50:00.003+08:00

let me elaborate school today, he he he.
first, ebs i was like huh because i was absent last week during coursework -.- and mdm suziela didn't give me my make-up session yet :( lol. so, i continued today, that doesn't counts. ha ha ha, that means i still have another 30 minute to like go on friendster :/ tsk. tsk. tsk.

music, i almost fell asleep during the video part omg. :x because, classical music are making my ears itch -.- like duh. i kept laughing at hilmi and idk why either. he was like (O.O UH?) lol. damn cute la!

english after that, mdm suziela is really good at teaching i fucking love her lessons, it's like so-fun? rofl, really. not being sarcastic at neither ways. she's real good, (L)

cpa, i was on friendster he he. while hafiz and syukri which ms wong said, they're hopelessly playing viwawa with, next class? i hope not :x lol. but, because of 'em. i've real good excuse not to do my cw. since, i've partially-- almost done. ha ha ha

math, tsk. zhijie was surprised when i walked out of the class, to accompany him. but, i was too lazy to walk up the flight of stairs to the 3rd floor, so i went back to class to sort-of entertain miss lee but yknow-what, she doesn't know how to appreciate me D: i was so sad then. lol, hafiz and i didn't get to finish out math paper or rather start, because we were making a fool of it :/ ha ha ha. ms lee, screwed us up :( "you so bad, i so sad." lawl, hafiz left the class in the middle, miss lee called up idk who. but, no one shown up hohoho. i guess, they don't bother anymore? even junli got lectured for nothing. guess, what's the fucking teacher with bangs is thinking? i really don't know, perhaps she was driven crazy and is nuts now.. ha ha ha, no? -.-

2009-03-02T23:45:00.009+08:00

Happy birthday brother.

one year older again, but yet you're like still fucking not understanding -.- lol. k, just hope that you've the best wishes and all the best for you exams on your birthday. ha ha ha, so suay :x LOL

i didn't go anywhere today, i stayed home sleeping instead -.- hehe. was on msn with fuddin and khenghao before i went offline. then i felt so sleepy after laughing with fuddin about ....... > the picture below :x

so, went to sleep -.- LOLOLOLOLOL. woke up around 11+ pm. mummy told me to go http://www.singtel.sg/ to look for phones. :)

2009-03-01T17:08:00.002+08:00

um, i'm working on a skin for my blog now, tsk. i don't feel like changing yet feel like it. lol wtf

met my kids at 4.30pm, fusion. but janice didn't come down, jiali came instead. omg, i miss her hell lot. haven't been seeing her for long :( finally, everyone wished my happy b/ birthday today :/ LOL

i had teddybear this year. but, the one last year was much bigger. ha ha ha, tyvm girls anyw. i still love you two. hohoho, went to meet botak at mos. then went to look for deny, that particular asshole. ha ha, chey joking. your so cute with one dimple only! oppszxz, after that went to look for botak, nelson, chris, stanley at ljs.

went to street, they want to talk to samuel, just this then we wanted to go off. mr. nelson sim, kept holding us back :@ lol.

but, we left around 10+ pm. ha ha ha, i trained to pioneer station, song boh, direct somemore. he he. ok, schoolzxzxz tomorrow. i wanna see ms. lee :x he he he. yknow why uh. :P

2009-02-28T19:02:00.006+08:00

exactly 15 days to.......... >

ROMP IV @ ZOUK! :)
Contact me at, ohf.uck@live.com/ 81218281 for tickets.

2009-02-27T13:18:00.005+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Pearlyn
2. A four Letter Word : Peep
3. A boy's Name : Patrick
4. A girl's Name : Phyllis
5. An occupation : Poledancer
6. A color : Pink!
7. Something you'll wear : Pants.
9. A food : Porkchop :O
10. Something found in the bathroom: Plastic cup.
11. A place : Parkway Parade!
12. A reason for being late : Psst, i'm always late. so, just wait ok. :x
13. Something you'd shout : Para, para leh!
14. A movie title : P/s, I love you
15. Something you drink : Peach tea.
16. A musical group : Pitbull?
17. An animal : Polar bear!
18. A street name : Penang Street.
19. A type of car : Porsche!
20. The title of a song : Pokerface. (favvvvv!)

after school, was cropped up with some weird problemzxzxz, like wtf. drag til 4+ pm. -.- wenjie they all came down and viven too. after that, viven and wenjie left too :) i went home.

reached home, bathe. comp, slept. :/

was waken up by wenjie at around 7+ pm, went to meet him. trained to gombak, met leon. then waited for kheng hao. ho ho ho, walked over to csc to meet fuddin, titus.

and cb, shan hui i tell you lah hor, knn. you blast wenjie try lah hor. you want touch my brother you touch me first k. nabei!

waited for viven, settled some small thing. lol :P and went home after that. reached home 10+ pm. bathed and comp :B spoke up for weiwen about little problem with the other side of acs just now. zzz, i think it's almost all. bye!

"i feel like going back to you. i missed the times we used to have together after, the day we spend together :O i don't know what am i thinking now. i'm totally hypnotised. agh, things are jus not right this month. rah!"

2009-02-26T23:58:00.004+08:00

oh, things today was smooth except for amat and hilmi :(
yknow what, they were caught smoking in school again -.- (lucky i wasn't with them, not because they'd inform parents it's because of counselling) it suck really, couselling suck :@, i pity them. ha ha ha.

Hafiz was actually with them, but he chabot. this is not ok. you stupid, tak brother siol. -.- LOL

alright, after school headed home straight with dad. changed and went to meet joyce and liyan at 4.30pm :) 240 to janice's house. lepak and went to gombak by 174 then cabbed to westmall. walked to csc. pooled and ya, know new people -.-

oh, i'm so friendly like ya?

went off at 10pm, reached home bathe, watch tv and text wenjie. k lah, enough....................... bye! (K)

2009-02-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

went back to school, nothing changed. they miss me a lot, i know :/ lol.

reading was in the hall because of the drizzle. had fu*king late recess because of some class test. i was too sick for it :( tsk. tsk. tsk. math again sucked. rofl, went to meet nicholas after school then dad came to fetch me home.

had gastric D: so stayed home and talk on the phone with khenghao then kevin then wenjie -.- busy aye. i wanted to sleep actually, but when they started calling back again and again. it was like 8+ pm already. i missed my sleeping time.

watched tv instead, comp til i post. LOL! tsk. ok, i'm meeting yuxan tomorrow and joycelyn and liyan for a short while. who else wanna meet me, i'm fucking busy ysee. :x lol!

anyw, i deleted my previous friendster account and had a new account up. get the email from me ok. bye (L)

I want to see my yuxuan soon!

2009-02-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

anyw ya first, happy birthday to peisan :)
and then, thanks for those late birthday wishes. ha ha, didn't went to school today because, i was given 2 days of medical leave. he he, i didn't ask for it. doctor gave me on his own account, so good right! -.-

so met kheng hao, wenjie, leon and jack at gombak platform then trained to yishun :D heh, heh. zzz lol. around 5+ pm, bus to marsiling inter and took train to batok went csc, pool and they played snooker.

walked to 163 lepak with wenjie and ben. met kevin at 164. then accompanied him walk to 166. after that i went back :) took 174 home. weee, first day of my life spending more time taking bus then walking -.-

LOL!

2009-02-23T23:05:00.004+08:00

oh, i'm on mc today and tomorrow. one more hour and it's the end of 23rd feb. thank all passers for birthday wishes. (L)

woke up around 7+ am, fever :( then helped mummy lock door and went back to sleep. 11+ am, kevin called me 1 hour talk on the phone but both a bit seh -.-, idk what am i saying too. lol

slept, woke up around 3+ pm, called kheng hao and yuxuan. they wanna celebrate my birthday ma. haha, met yuxuan around 6pm at gombak station. went to clinic. waited for 2 hours. wtf, then fuddin came with joanna. fetched khenghao, then went over to 363 cut my cake. delicious ;/ thank > yuxuan, fuddin, kheng hao, nigel, titus, peter, joanna and otherszxzxz

dinner and home. (L) bye now. pictures soon aye.

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2009-02-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

(pictures are with royston. zzz)
phee-u-weet, it's my birthday yo. finally, i've waited for so long. ok, i wanna thanks these people for the birthday wishes and it's according to time sequence >

Nelson, Wenjie, William, Joycelyn, Lester, Cindy, Emily. and yeap, Junli for tagging. ohyes, kheng hao too and crystal. ha ha ha!

thank yo, all.

went sembawang to cut my cake, met lester first and darren, lepak. then called jiahao come over, bought cake. ho ho ho, around 8+ pm walked over to 334 with jiahao. met william, meihui, nicholas, royston, leslie, shawn and i-don't-remember who. 9pm wenhui came over.

the fucking damn the cream cake :( kenna saboh until like wtf. tsk :S lolololol, after that went over to 334 coffee shop, wenhui and i ate. lester and darren then come over. left around 11+ pm. i just got home, and til now, my phone is still spammed. zzzzzzzz, wtf man.

ok william, we sheesha together again soon aye!

my birthday wish this year is, everyone to be happy! but ya, enemies are still enemies, no turning back. once broken can't be sealed together, girl you disappoint me too much, i can't bring myself to forget what you've done.

2009-02-22T14:03:00.007+08:00

21st February 2009:

went tampines, 5+ pm cab to meet emily, cheryl, viven at tampines mac :) after that, cab to whitesands to get joey's birthday gift, met gavin :P waited for william, meihui. walked over to joey's chalet, lepak awhile, walked to downtown mac.

william and i blew cake. after that, walked to station, accompanied emily to platform and went down again :B ha ha ha, arcade at whitesands after that, met wenhui and nelson. lolzxzxzxzzxzxzx, back to chalet. and tonned with them >

22nd February 2009:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM, JOYCELYN! :B

sheesha with wenhui, william, nelson, yongjing, gavin :D left around 3 am. lepak outside ecs til 4 am. they went dota with junkai, jiaming, nelsonsim, kenneth, yaofeng. ha ha ha, 2 matches both lost -.-

off to bigbird for breakfast. then trained, i accompanied them to sembawang ok! wtf zzzz

2009-02-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

i just came back from bugis.
enjoyed it hell lots, went sheesha at arab st. coincidentally nelson, botak, kenneth, samuel, chris, ahdan, yaofeng were all there. ha ha, so sat together la.

went off around 11+ pm. took train with fuddin, kheng hao and nigel :B yuxuan went pasir ris. hohoho, se's coming oer my place tomorrow(?)

ha ha, and yes not forgetting >

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEYLIM! (L)
mummy love you ok. see you tomorrow alrght!

pictures..... later la. hohoho, watching tv bodoh ;x aright, back on Msn and friendster then, bye.

2009-02-20T12:53:00.002+08:00

yeahyeah, won't be posting tonight(?)
i'm meeting yuxuan at clementi now :) then meeting fuddin and nigel at gombak after that meeting kheng hao at bugis for sheesha. so byebye!

aye ah, aye ah.

2009-02-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

school... > all free periods, mdm suziela and mdm wong ain't in school. yeah baby, fav day of the week and it's so satisfied ;x

i feel better staying at home, i don't know why. um, will be meeting yuxuan tomorrow! fuddin, kheng hao and some others at bugis for sheesha, babeh. (K)

thanks sweety for the banner yo (L) sorry for the trouble also uh. ha ha ha

oh, i'm on the phone with kevin now, and i've nothing to post since i never go out lololol. so, ya bye

thank you sweetyaeeeeeeee. http://kehuihui.blogspot.com/!

2009-02-18T23:39:00.006+08:00

here.

school wasn't that bad today, i kind of enjoyed because, i've been sleeping the whole day today, except p.e but, yknow i didn't run ;x hehe.

dad came to fetch me, had mac then home. kheng hao called me, talktalk. his counsellor went to his house, then have to hang up :( i was online shopping. til around 6pm, he called me got ready. waited for them at home.

6+ pm, left house, met them at gombak station :) lepak at 369 waited for kevin to come over to pass something then, went to coffee shop for dinner. didn't eat just drink :/ went to 341 to wait for fuddin, titus and others.

talk about the thing, end up everyone was ok. only fuddin and cyndi. um, home after that, i'm exhuasted but, i enjoy today. brothers and sisters that seldom hang out together seemed to bond better? ha ha ha!!!!!!

2009-02-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

school ok. finished my CPA cw, only left with documentation which, i suck a lot at that -.- and, it's the worst of the worst part :( lol

early dismissed today, ha ha ha!!!!! the went makan with mummy, daddy, brother :) at ljs. after that, home changed, met joycelyn at boon lay station. :P took 240 to boon lay 211. went to look for janice (L).

went boon lay market, jiajia wasn't there :( then cab back to jurong point. went arcade, then went mac, joycelyn ate i had mac furry only, don't have much appetite :( sigh

home then. tsk tsk tsk, what's wrong with me now!?!?!?!?!?!?!

2009-02-16T22:30:00.006+08:00

sigh, i'm sorry. i really didn't know things turn out like this, just the beginning of my year and everything seemed to be screwed up. :(

met yuxuan at 658 bus stop, walked over to jwss. met with peisan, slacked awhile, then went back. after that, went to penisula with yuxuan, i saw that pretty cat tattoo.

after that trained over to orchard, walked over shaw centre then off to fareast :) waited for joycelyn. she text me and say she saw lester. called him and met up. he was with melody and darren zzz. lepak together, went lucky plaza pooled.

8+ pm we all left, they went sunplaza, yuxuan woodlands, and home my baby. kevin called, baby is sick sigh. how?

no mood for pictures today, none were taken also. bye now. :/

msn with nelson last night, he fuc*ing nudged me like wtf -.- and he didn't even realise i reply, damn nub nugde fucker. lololol! yknow-what he actually wanted me to..

edit his picture, zzz >

2009-02-15T16:35:00.006+08:00

woooo, me bugis with dearest tomorrow!
i can't fucking wait for my blardy birthday :P

2009-02-14T13:49:00.002+08:00

oh, valentine's day!
i spent valentine's with my dearest yuxuan, like this >

morning i was waken up by kevin's phone call around 9 am? crap at the same time comp, zz then he kept pestering me for mac, ha ha ha. i told him to wait for yuxuan to wake up first la :/

she woke up around 10 am, bathe got things done and yea. reached kevin's house around 12+ pm, to fucking see my baby, and he cooked for us ley, some say hotel chef ley. tsk -.-

ha ha ha, left his house around 6+ pm then went to Lot1 for movie, watch 'Look for a Star' with yuxuan :) damn funny la, after the show trained to batok, walked to csc. wanted to pool but, tables full. then wait lor, went to the ktv just to hear them sing. ha, went off around 11pm. she too bus, i trained home.

i wanna see her soon (K)

2009-02-13T00:35:00.001+08:00

yuxuan is over at my house now! she's on my left yo. and yea, she changed her blog link to match mine, hehe. i featured her too, the one and only ley :)

met her just now at batok station around 6+ pm, walked to csc :B for pool then went arcade, ho ho ho after that walked to gombak for dinner. tsk tsk, got so bored after that we went over to 383. :P

lepak, then crossed over to 347 coffee shop because we wanted the toilet zzz. after that walked to 7 eleven to get green tea mint! accompanied her to wait for her friend to come over. then went back opposite :)

left gombak around 10pm.

pictureszxzxz >

(L) bye!

2009-02-12T23:03:00.005+08:00

i'm still hesistating whether to go school tomorrow man. holyshit, my phone is with mdm suziela. wtf man!

had coursework for CPA today. syuk and i were both damn restless, jitao is no mood do. but, as least today was better then last week i still managed to complete a little of it. :) resources ain't a problem. i'm doing on viwawa ya see. i've like 9 pages now? one more and i'm done!

ha ha ha. oh ya, msned with yongjing, wenhui then nelson today, they all fucking joker ok. zzz, look what wenhui posted on nelson's tagb, click here. boh bian ahbang ahdek 4 years le. please la hor esther, the one that is humji is you not us la. ban me for fuck? your lost ley, you admitting defeat, nub

after school lepak in canteen with syuk and co. waited for brother to come down, then spoke to mr sim and mr koh, hehe *surprise uh, didn't know my brother is the same school as me right!* i doubt ms linda knew it too. :/

alright, i shall end with pictures but are those overdue ones :( below!

oh yes, valentine's day is coming.... and i almost forgot :/ so what's up for this year. i hope for nothing and i pray to stay home. i'm definately sure about this :) because, i believe everyday could be valentine's day, if you want it to be. because, love is beyond control of you and me.

2009-02-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAORED! :B

first thing first, happy birthday to xiaored! (L) ha, ha. see at least i rememebered ok and i even text you last around 12.30pm :x even though it's a little late, but at least i did loh.

kevin is over at my place this morning. lol, he's trying to play funny behind zz and baby seemed to adapt to him quite fast ley. omg "baby, he's no one good ley!" hehe. alright, just kidding la.

school...., the most hilliarious and the only period i could remember is math (ms lee's) fuck man, even now i think we were like cbk lol. yknow why, PAPER AEROPLANESZXZXZ! hafiz, nick, hilmi and i were playing with paper planes and bottle caps :) when mine actually few and crashed onto the white bored.

but, as expected my class are like > one for all and all for one. they'd rather all being detained then only myself, that's one thing i loved about 4/1. we were together since secondary one. what you expect man! hohoho

sweety went for tournament today, i hope she wins. :) they're playing against huayi secondary. i'm going to look for the results on her blog! (perhaps she posted?)

2009-02-10T23:06:00.005+08:00

ehy, to the user of this particular url: http://th-bitchass.blogspot.com/. please, buck up on your atrocious english. much appreciated and ask your mum not to be a dog, a stalker perhaps? it's 2009 now and ya, can she be more updated..., like uh? -.-

anyway, dear readers the number, 90237036 and the email, estherkoh_@hotmail.com :) omfg, she don't even know how to use "kp, fuck". someone please teach her? ha

went of EBS cw today, was quite smooth but, CPA was rather shallow. This year, it suck hell lot :( argh, enough of schools. I'm going on msn now. Ask me anything or everything there then. Ohyes, si yun is following my blog man! (L) ha ha, ok pictures..... tomorrow?

i was blog shopping due to boredom. and i love this particular blythe zoo hoodie man, i want, i want, i want it D: lolol.

2009-02-09T16:57:00.002+08:00

school are the problems now, the kept dragging time for dismissal, please abide the school rules teachers. stop, playing bitch mdm shafie; you just got promoted at a HOL doesn't mean you can go round making students suck your balls ok. think about it, reflect you need a counsellor more then we do. get it? you're just a small matter under my feet. tsk, seng ki lai la

assembly about drug, heroine, keta (kit-kat, k), susu, ice, estacy. first, i found that officer quite familar, then i realised he gave us a talk last year (20 students from sec 1-sec 4) was choosen to stay in school for the talk. obviously i was one of 'em, like what-the-mom lol. nvm -.-

alright, reign just showed me a video taken on 24th jan during old school, damn cute bodoh! >

alright, enjoy k. :) i might be meeting i-won't-say-who later on. ah, so sleepy. zz

2009-02-08T23:02:00.004+08:00

i met yuxuan today, i met yuxuan today and i met yuxuan today! ha, morning was waken up by some phone calls and texts zz, like lol. then called cyndi and yuxuan asked whether they wna meet, but cyndi say she can't :( she have to stay home.

4+ pm dad drove me to meet yuxuan. met yuxuan at katib platform first, then trained to sembawang, sunplaza. went lepak then arcade :) tsk, didn't see sb people, called wenhui he said, he went to kk hospital -.- so wanted to wait for him to come back.

met jiahao, darling at 7pm. talk, talk then fuddin called this-that-this-that about cyndi. after that went over to station to get charger from jianhao zz, lame fucker manzxzxzxz!

after that, went back to look for darling then walked over to 7 eleven :B met sihao brotherrrrr. hehe, for awhile only la. he's on quite a low sprit D: cheer up ok. after that, yuxuan and i left. she accompanied til boonlay station, omfg thanks girl, she then went to meet tanjianhao at boatquay.

that's almost all, i think :P

the above, was due to boredom :/

2009-02-07T17:29:00.013+08:00

club last night overall was acceptable. but, the first half was more like - self entertaining. yknow why, cause their stero screwed up, we didn't enjoy at all :( but, the next half was great. although songs were repeated but, i don't know why people love it more then every song being played only once.

ha before going club went viv's birthday bbq at ecp. picture taken is on top, babe (because we were in a rush so only 1 picture taken and it appeared perfect-o!). after that janice, get us a ride to bugis. met boyfr and shop for top before clubbing (standard always last minute) ha

trained over to chinatown, met the rest at exit E, walked over. ahhhh, finally i'm entering with the identity card of my own!

ok, now what they said last night was:
" we want refund. " - the first half and,
" we've/we'll never regret! " - the following. ha, alright up til here then! :B

2009-02-06T13:41:00.004+08:00

it's all so screwed up right now. D:

school was atrocious, mr ghim our p came for class talk (damn slow) lol. hafiz and i were both playing fool. ha!

other then that school is ok > :P i know, it's like random? later might be >

meeting kevin at gombak
meeting brothers at sembawang
meeting cyndi at yishun
meeting the rest at ecp (viven's birthday celeb)
going bugis
meeting kheng hao, fuddin, nigel and the rest
* EAT UP KAI!
and lastly club:)

* - must do. lol!

2009-02-05T10:23:00.009+08:00

i'm meet my honey later on, to go shopping in town! oh yes, i know it's like 9+am now, everyone's in school i'm so fucking bored at home. gosh, last night 3am i was on the phone with kevin; lol he's fucking kidding me man. ok, so i was sent home by school today, because of my hair!?!?!?!?! and it's like, ya if the teachers don't show good example how can they blame their students?

also, if they say we're there to learn, then they're there to teach! if only... school's a fashion runway :( lol. what's blardy wrong with 'em. i think, they need more counselling then we do ok. teachers, if you're reading this, all i can say is, wake up and realise your mistake. if you change, we will. if you follow the rules, we will.

ha, spoke quite a lot with xiao orange just now. he changed, really changed a lot; to a better person now :) might be going down to school after they're dismissed. i'm dying hard at home D:

look! at my pig's private message. because i told him, die die must remember my birthday ey. hehe

and we loled til we both went offline. haha

"i so sad, you so bad."

2009-02-04T14:26:00.006+08:00

hey dearies, as you can see MotoQ emoticons are so cute. although i used to hate the bunny-kind-of-creature (without nose and mouth.) lol, but now i'm adoring 'em!

alright, hilmi and i played mirror today, i'm his mirror and he's mine it appears to be quite lame, but when we had this on randomly yesterday in school, it was hillarious!!!!!!! it's like >

*he swept his hair all back and i did the same. but mine's longer so i doesn't stay as long as his does :x and he asked: ey, how i look ah? i was like: O.o uh, how i look is how you look lor. hehe

during science lesson today, mr koh did experiment. i went to get the fire extinguisher. and find it curious, so i pulled the trigger and yknow-what rofl, the class stinked and dina, nadiah, humairah, hazrina went home before of that. lol, they felt sick(?) zz, after that vp got me to write report and yknow i hate it :( i wrote 3 sentences and walked off.

yes, before i forget, the picture directly above is on 6th Feb interested, add me or email me on the below email (at the end of every post.) hahaha tickets are at $16 and get free flow of drinks from 10.30pm - 12am. alchol are served to 18 and above! why miss, get your tickets now.

2009-02-03T16:41:00.006+08:00

i'm so sleepy now i only i am allowed to sleep lol.

started on cw research today for EBS and started on webpage for CPA. i got really screwed up with the datas and codes. rawr, i'm still at adding flashbuttons and change background and fonts for pages :( pictures, videos, music comes last, pleassssssssssse. (i hope this finishes soon.)

and ya, before i submitted my thumbdrive, yknow what i found in my phoneeeee's memory card after so long -.- kevin's picture zz he actually took my phone as his. (here's only 2 which i find him quite charming in the photo.) lol -.- >

here, for me to laugh at for you to admire. hehe.

after school was supposed to have EBS cw but cancelled :) yeeeeeepy! daddy came fetch me home, ate mac for lunch and now online!!!!!!! ha, might be going down to gombak later to talk/sort things out. but, i guess it would be the last time? nvm

think vice-versa; i really have enough of it already :@ you're an utter disappointment, not for the first time. i believe you should remember the past clean and clear right? but, you never realise your mistakes. they keep asking me to forgive and forget, now its time for me to decide. i can take it, no more.

giving up on a sistership..... might be easy, i hope it is easy :)

2009-02-02T22:52:00.006+08:00

look deeper into the word, you'll get the meaning of it.

school almost sucked today :@ maths was ok. nicholas and hafiz is fucking funny -.- hilmi and syed step innocent. lol then after classes had assembly; been listening to the same old damn talk since 4 years ago and this is the 4th time. yknow what, its like fire drill kind of thing la.

i had quite afew attempts to leave, but mdm lim sat just right beside. rofl, so no other choices la. stayed til end of it :S gaaah, reached home text cyndi met her at dhoby. she went photoshooting, kheng hao and i walked to bugis. there's this pathetic 'english man' damn him into hell!!!!!!!

after that, walked around bugis street, saw xiaohan, stanley, botak and chris, hahahaha. centuries since we last met, omg :( then trained to dhoby, met cyndi and all these went on. meeting them tomorrow to talk about this :) i think nothing nice will be the outcome to this. it's the end to all. bye

2009-02-01T04:18:00.004+08:00

i'm on STOMP almost the whole day lol, the talking backs and casts are gettin' more and more heated up. the last i stomped was on secret society, amazing e.g: 18 siao, 369 sio kun tong, 21 pah hai tong, 21 ang soon tong and so on, are on wikipedia! when i saw it i was like wtf? rofl, they even tell us where they are located and when it was started. interesting eh -.-

Jurong Mystery

Two young people occupy one priority seat :O

Students hug and have long passionate kiss, lol Benjamin yo!

ok, i found those above on STOMP and i was somehow amused lol :P click on images to read more :)

i just came back la, from batok. :) went to meet peisan at batok station then walked to csc to meet> nig, titus, kheng hao and hao xuan pooled there. then went arcade, after that walked to gombak to have dinner lol that was like 2am. lepak, and they went to 370, after that they cabbed to bt. timah for lan. i didn't follow, so i went to look for f, met kevin also.

after that cab home, so tired :( i'm sleeping soon. ha! g'nite readers! *kisses (K)*